Well this sucks!
Well This Sucks!
Nine days ago I said that I will finish my website soon. But this didn’t happen. Why? Because I just can’t finish. I have this fight with me inside and it’s a really hard fight to win. I don’t know why this is happening to me, but I just can’t finish the things I should have done long time ago. I know the stuff I have to do, but once I sit down to finish the stuff, or write an article or write a post here, I get very nervous. So nervous it’s hard to explain. I usually end up surfing the internet or reading some stupid forums or watching movies instead of doing the stuff I really should do…
Today I decided to end this madness. I’m certain that I can win this fight and become a person that does more. I spend too much time doing nothing or doing things that are not important. I usually talk too much and do too little. This is something I hate about myself and I’m decided to change this.
I’m very convinced that I will succeed in my life, but now I realize what is the root of the problem.
Now I publicly declare that from today on I am a different person. I am a person of acts not just words. What I think and know I should do, I just do. About the things I’m about to do, I don’t think anymore in the negative light. I don’t think about all the bad things that will possibly happen, I just do it and see how it goes. It is better to do and see that it fails than to just think it will fail and never even try!
At this moment the main thing I have to do is to finish my website. This is very crucial for me. I have to finish the make-up part of the website, the gallery part and the store.
For make-up I just have to write an article about make-up and what kind of make-up I use on my “clients” and what I recommend using. Later I will add more stuff here, for now what matters is that I just finish what I started.
The gallery part of my website needs a little graphics design. I have already chosen all the photos that will be there. All I have to do is finish the graphics design and upload the photos and write little about every photo.
On the store section you will be able to buy products. This will take me a lot of time to set up all the products I will sell. I’m very excited about all this.
My goal is to finish all this on Saturday 3rd February. Several hours of hard work are in front of me but I am going to prove to myself and everyone that reads this blog that I am able to do this.
See you soon!

